tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88346520913402453962024-03-04T20:07:11.337-08:00Just the 2 of us...for now @ least!Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.comBlogger44125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-56644301282129893032009-10-04T08:38:00.000-07:002009-10-04T09:00:55.502-07:0039 weeks, 7 hours of labor and she's finally here!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKvDO6GGiERcgrjFy9_2zKWf-iR0-cble0fR1Y5WAWmA4qCkOkeGPO3_lCwYFEb2t2ysPAL29ifXxt270EsNVutWBWEBHT4PMDGUVVOA-t86Mv43vWO4xiXVP1MNASlD1j5noGSY2gDus/s1600-h/Kailey+Hospital+Pictures+008.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKvDO6GGiERcgrjFy9_2zKWf-iR0-cble0fR1Y5WAWmA4qCkOkeGPO3_lCwYFEb2t2ysPAL29ifXxt270EsNVutWBWEBHT4PMDGUVVOA-t86Mv43vWO4xiXVP1MNASlD1j5noGSY2gDus/s400/Kailey+Hospital+Pictures+008.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5388774977821932962" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1n1w73WMEHpA6fQ5DMafU07PyBVmUBUPSvNNI4J1AqDbu5_g-g9AF8Jfg6QJc2tSwgC_vDg1ejOlHQqOVdAsWa26uMSqr5KIlyycErnRGlRiEelE1upAsCFlfby7xjKOY_a-xwfdcFZs/s1600-h/Kailey+Hospital+Pictures+007.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1n1w73WMEHpA6fQ5DMafU07PyBVmUBUPSvNNI4J1AqDbu5_g-g9AF8Jfg6QJc2tSwgC_vDg1ejOlHQqOVdAsWa26uMSqr5KIlyycErnRGlRiEelE1upAsCFlfby7xjKOY_a-xwfdcFZs/s400/Kailey+Hospital+Pictures+007.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5388774856864524866" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRNU_BmCaU6pWD_AXG8BAVJ_AjFlguMtQ297_aKGfGxA2mcll_uYi4xRRLrOhls0BOeVx4xMJQkOkyTnijGkv_lO5et1vWvE6wMZMEj56IBSUVpQdTIn4I_GGdMfP0V6zIy1VLE6z8mPE/s1600-h/Kailey+Hospital+Pictures+005.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRNU_BmCaU6pWD_AXG8BAVJ_AjFlguMtQ297_aKGfGxA2mcll_uYi4xRRLrOhls0BOeVx4xMJQkOkyTnijGkv_lO5et1vWvE6wMZMEj56IBSUVpQdTIn4I_GGdMfP0V6zIy1VLE6z8mPE/s400/Kailey+Hospital+Pictures+005.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5388771593173532082" /></a><br />Long story short, was induced on 9/24 at 8:30am and little Kailey Rose arrived at 5pm weighing in at 8lbs 6 oz (WAY over the 6 1/2lbs that they estimated when scheduling my inducement for low amniotic fluid). It was hilarious, my labor went so fast that we had to wait for my dr. to arrive at the hospital to deliver her! They sent me home on Saturday but kept her in NICU through Tuesday for monitoring of a rapid heartbeat. My mom, husband and nephew all have heart irregularities, but thankfully all of her tests came back normal and the pediatrician said she's a healthy little girl. We took an infant CPR class (the video scared the bejeepers out of me)and have a stethoscope to monitor her heart rate at home. Anyway, it's been a crazy, crazy, crazy journey to parenthood but wow was it worth it! This time last year we were starting IVF treatments...can you believe it???? AND, she has UBER hair! The kid doesn't look a lick like me...she's all dad!!!Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-8671252950279421472009-08-20T13:33:00.001-07:002009-08-20T13:39:20.165-07:00They said WHAT???Crazy comments week (remix).<br /><br />#6. Wow, everyone must be overdosing on eggnog because of all these summer/fall babies being born. Yeah, I wish! <br /><br />#5. You’ll really miss being pregnant (yeah, the nonstop barfing, nausea, heartburn and horrid sciatica that has been plaguing me from the start ++++ all the IVF treatments just to get to the point of being pregnant?) I’m really gonna miss all that!!! Add in the HOT Arizona summer and it sounds like a wonderful time!<br /><br />#4. You’ll probably still have sciatica and food problems after the kid is born (thanks a lot for the encouragement folks).<br /><br />#3. From a fussy pants single person who has no children “All kids stuff is always recalled so you need to research EVERYTHING to make sure that it’s safe” and you should take everything to the fire station so they can show you how to use it! (carseat, stroller, etc.) OH MY GOSH—with what time, people?<br /><br />#2. (Nurse conducting the hospital tour) “We just put the stirrups up, you push and out pops the baby” (thankfully she was just kidding, but some of the 1st timers probably thought she was serious). <br /><br />#1. AND my all time favorite: “People stupider than you have had children”Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-90735017470829689472009-08-12T10:42:00.000-07:002009-08-12T13:25:23.009-07:0033 weeks and counting!I really thought that this insanely HOT summer would drag on forever, but thankfully time keeps marching forward quickly. Everything looks great so far (even though I feel like I’m just packing on the pounds)!! Doc assures me that much of this is baby weight. Baby Straubles weighs in at over 4lbs and is approximately 18 inches long. She gets the hiccups at least several times a day which is hilarious because after a few minutes of hiccuping she starts kicking and punching. Mom said I used to do the same thing as a baby so we’re expecting an avid hiccuper! <br /><br />Curiosity about what she actually looks like is just overwhelming. Hubby thinks she will be a blond, but dark hair is the dominant gene, so I guess we’ll just keep making bets until she arrives. It will be interesting to see what she looks like since hubby is adopted and we have no clue as to his family genes (other than both biological parents were 100% Italian). We probably shouldn't even joke about it, but what would happen if the lab accidentally mixed up embryos from our IVF cycle??! I guess everyone probably considers the precise science behind fertility treatments, but it’d be quite a shocker to end up with a baby that looks nothing like either parent! I guess we could just be hyper paranoid or perhaps this question is pretty typical for most fertility patients? <br /><br />Sleep still is problematic. But, I’ve been taking two Benadryl at night and sleeping on my left side with this <a href="http://www.toysrus.com/product/index.jsp?productId=2966857">wedge</a> pillow placed under my stomach. It seems to be helping because now I'm only waking up once or twice a night vs. the horrid 5-6 times a night prior to trying the new pillow and Benadryl routine. I don't think the kiddo appreciates the pillow crunching into her space. She kicks and punches against it, so I guess things must be getting pretty crowded in there!! I really don't appreciate her little feet jammed under my ribs, but at least she's growing and healthy---which is all that matters! My poor ribs will have time to recupperate from the beating they are taking later;-)Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-79022315818425604732009-08-05T13:46:00.000-07:002009-08-05T13:59:26.104-07:00Ack! My achy back and sleep issues!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaLb3IBLY1yTwAD2qLe2W5R6s76pICIzNRbUanzjJGxFxP4JswXi6rRxQ2C_UBp7Jes7UQyP5cLer6xxPvjtbEQf-HWbOE9vuZevY9nr4dCLheGZGnEaxHXkkuBIb4294HrHUHmJHfWfQ/s1600-h/tzun323l.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 356px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaLb3IBLY1yTwAD2qLe2W5R6s76pICIzNRbUanzjJGxFxP4JswXi6rRxQ2C_UBp7Jes7UQyP5cLer6xxPvjtbEQf-HWbOE9vuZevY9nr4dCLheGZGnEaxHXkkuBIb4294HrHUHmJHfWfQ/s400/tzun323l.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366584632087918354" /></a><br /><br />Does anyone have suggestions for good body pillows or other remedies? I've been having such a hard time sleeping (waking up 4-5 times a night) and hubby <strong>so kindly </strong>suggested that since I've gained weight with the pregnancy (I just hit 32 weeks or the official 8 month mark this week) I should think about getting a body pillow. This one from <a href="http://www.target.com/Leachco-Back-N-Belly/dp/B0002E7DIQ/sr=1-20/qid=1249505415/ref=sr_1_20/192-2134749-3305269?ie=UTF8&search-alias=tgt-index&frombrowse=0&index=target&rh=k%3Abody%20pillow&page=1">Target</a> has decent reviews, but I just wondered if any of you all had some recommendations! I've just been using regular pillows, but maybe it's time for a seriously pimped out pillow! :-)Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-42793843706229006392009-07-29T07:17:00.000-07:002009-07-29T07:36:57.620-07:00This has been my worst week of hormone induced blonde moments yet!!I’ve made the following unfortunate discoveries:<br /><br />1). The butter does not belong in the freezer<br /><br />2). Stop SIGNS do not turn green, no matter how long you sit waiting<br /><br />3). The roses should not be watered for 24 hours (I left the hose running all night and watered the entire neighborhood!)<br /><br />4). When you are finished cooking TURN all BURNERS to the OFF position. I nearly burned the house down after making a grilled cheese sandwich!<br /><br />5). To add insult to injury, I think I’ve worn the same outfit to work twice already this week--and it's only Wednesday. <br /><br />6) Hubby says that I am having full conversations while sleeping. Yeesh, I’m not even that sleep deprived yet!<br /><br />In other random strangeness, why in the heck is my Pandora station playing Christmas music? Wishful thinking for cooler temps I guess! :-)Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-2816093342852632902009-07-27T10:25:00.001-07:002009-07-27T10:57:11.610-07:00Wedding dress shopping...WHAT?Yes, went wedding dress shopping with my friend K on Friday night. She is getting married this fall and really had no idea what type of dress to look for. I forgot the challenges of dress shopping, pushy sales clerks, impossible zippers and buttons and the OH so frustrating challenge of finding the perfect dress. I encouraged her to try on some A-lines (like all of us, she was worried about too much bulk in the booty region) and after a few dead ends, we found a lovely strapless, A-line with a beautiful peridot sash that looks just gorgeous on her. <br /><br />SOOOO much fun and it brought back so many good memories of dress shopping for my perfect dress all those years ago. Those young days of being engaged and anticipating the happily ever after with the perfect little family seem so far away, like a teenage girls whistful dreams of forever. Amazing how quickly those sweet times of our younger years fade into the background when enduring trials and tough times.It was so nice to be reminded of those blissfully happy days before infertility and all of the storms of life came crashing down. I can't say that I'm grateful for the incredibly painful journey to become parents, but I can't believe what a different (and better) person I am today because of it. Amazing how being denied the most basic thing in life (i.e., getting pregnant and becoming a mom) can absolutely change your perspective on life.<br /><br />I definitely alarmed quite a few sales people when they saw my pregnant tummy. Had to quickly assure them that (as of yet) I'm not part of the bridal party! Whew did they look relieved. I'm not even sure if they have maternity bridesmaid dresses anyway! :-) I'm so thrilled we're having a girl. How fun to someday be a mother-of the bride and go dress shopping with my daughter! And NO, I'm definitely not going to be one of those crazy moms who starts planning her daughters wedding in elementary school!Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-12430473319440695962009-07-23T06:56:00.000-07:002009-07-23T07:22:52.561-07:00Heat? What heat?Excellent! So, let’s break all the Arizona <a href="http://www.eastvalleytribune.com/story/142014">heat records </a>dating back to the 1800's the ONE summer I’m pregnant. Fantastic! UGH!!!<br /><br />Also, I would like to say that I HATE iron supplements!!! That and the prenatal vitamins are just a nasty mix for my poor "anemiac" system! I've been iron deficient my whole life, but apparently it's become more of an issue lately because of the pregnancy. I truly can't bring myself to eat any larger quantities of spinach and red meat, BUT on the bright side, thank goodness all the IVF treatment stuff is behind us---that makes me extremely grateful for any of my super minor pregnancy issues! <br /><br />We were talking the other night about secondary infertility and how/when we will continue to grow our family. Unless we have medical coverage to help offset some of the costs associated with IVF/ICSI, it's very likely that we'll never be able to afford having another biological child. That makes every day an issue of trust. Do we trust Him or are we trusting ourselves. I hope and pray that every day we're choosing the first. Even thought it's incredibly difficult and it feels like it'll never end, there is always hope! It's comforting to know that God will provide everything we need (including the children we long for) in His time. AND, a friend of mine from highschool ended up going to the Czech Republic for IVF--I guess it's quite a bit cheaper to seek treatments in Europe. Wow, kind of a neat "vacation/traveling" alternative...never would've thought of doing something like thatStraubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-47460930636081956262009-07-20T09:43:00.000-07:002009-07-20T10:20:40.411-07:0030 weeks and feeling great!I'm finally off the Zofran! Since starting the 3rd trimester I've only thrown up once, which is pretty freaking awesome! Dr. says it's fine to take Zantac twice a day to help with the heartburn (and I have to down Maalox/Mylanta at lunch/dinner) but thank goodness no more am/pm barfing! Everyone always says that the 3rd trimester is the most uncomfortable and hardest, but now that the stomach has finally started feeling better I guess this just might be my best trimester (actually this is the best I've felt since we started IVF treatments back in the fall--minus the constant sciata of course!!!:-) <br /><br />We went out for Indian food last weekend (which I've been dreaming about and craving forever!!!!). I still feel pretty ridiculous pulling out the bottle of maalox at the table, but it really helps. Welcome back salads, fruit, pizza, tomatoes and my lovely morning iced decaf espresso--I've missed you most dreadfully. Now, the only problem is that I have to eat tiny little meals, but it's so stinking hot here (115 over the weekend) that it just seems normal to eat small "snack" meals throught the day. <br /><br />We scheduled a hospital tour of the maternity ward which should be interesting. I've never actually been admitted to a hospital (just RE clinics or other outpatient surgeries) so it should definitely be an experience. I overheard a couple girls at the OB's office last week just gushing about the brand new hospital that we'll be delivering at--huge private rooms, soaking tubs, a serenity garden, etc. Sounds great to me! Maybe I can stay there a few extra days for some R&R and send hubby home with the newborn kiddo? :-) <br /><br />The nursery is finished, got the Target registry done and our church is having a baby shower next month. My three sisters and mom are planning to fly out for a girls weekend and to attend the shower so I'm super excited! Our little niece gets to sleep in the new nursery--and for the first time in 7 years, we actually have diapers and baby stuff in the house! Yep, good times!Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-10597422311565209272009-07-07T07:57:00.000-07:002009-07-07T09:15:42.790-07:00Bah...Summer is hereAh. Summer in the blazing hot desert. It's supposed to hit 116 this weekend. Most of us who have lived in Arizona for a few years get used to the heat advisories and claim it's a "dry heat". You know, open the oven and BAKE like a cookie! We've even fried eggs on the sidewalk and someone was in the news last year because they made a batch of fresh baked cookies on their dashboard! <br />Let me tell ya-- 3rd trimester in ANY kind of heat is unpleasant! When we first started IVF and looked at projected due dates we really thought our 50% success rate made it highly likely that we'd end up going through a 2nd cycle later in the spring. Which would push the due dates back and therefore I'd miss the 3rd trimester blazing Arizona SUMMER heat. But even though I have to wear pot holders to drive my car and drink gallons of water a day--I'm so thankful our little girl is healthy and active. I think she likes the pool. Her most active times are when I'm splashing in the pool and while we're sitting in church (she kicked me so hard last week that my entire leg twitched and I kicked the seat in front of me!). <br /><br />Had my glucose (YUCK!!!) test last week and hopefully I passed--no news is good news, but with the holiday weekend they might be running a few days behind schedule with test results. Somehow I misplaced the directions and drank a bit of water with a light protein breakfast (which my dr. said would be fine because of my persistant all day vomiting). The grumpy nurse acted like a water nazi when I walked in with my water bottle--apparantly a few sips can throw the test off. Man, I hope to avoid the unpleasant 3 hr fasting glucose test! And now I get to see the doc. every 2 weeks. Which is great but I so dread climbing on that scale! My drs. office has the scale located in the busy hallway so everyone walking by can see and hear the upward climbing results AND sometimes they start stacking patients behind each other when things get busy. Good grief...thanks for announcing my weight and blood pressure to the whole dang world!<br />It'll be so worth it, but I gained 5 lbs over the past month (before I hit the rapidly expanding 3rd trimester!!) and I was really hoping to keep the weight gain down. Doc assures me that much of my excess gain is water weight, but the whole "shrinking pants" from IVF treatments, plus 9 months of pregnancy is making the sciata even more fun! Sigh, let the good times keep on rolling!Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-68936214374106524472009-07-01T10:38:00.000-07:002009-07-01T11:09:54.619-07:00Getting Creative!I needed to do something affordable and cute for a mom of 5 and her twin girls shower on Saturday and decided to make a diaper cake! Got directions <a href="http://www.creative-baby-shower-ideas.com/diaper-cake.html">online</a> and spent a grand total of $18.95. I only used about a pack and half of diapers, so maybe next time I'll try a 4 tier cake! The picture I took is kind of crooked, but oh well!<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi9px3eY8jWqIWngZ6KqN_v_udrwT_Qjyr1NGmvllfUPLp_6Vy9jRB8TI1jrLC4kI1GT9TED71h6Kow1VE5rsp527oSyRy9cgimQPV3XtTKcCC7R2GaJsnQfEP5vvwh3hEgSe86lMAr-1A/s1600-h/cake.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi9px3eY8jWqIWngZ6KqN_v_udrwT_Qjyr1NGmvllfUPLp_6Vy9jRB8TI1jrLC4kI1GT9TED71h6Kow1VE5rsp527oSyRy9cgimQPV3XtTKcCC7R2GaJsnQfEP5vvwh3hEgSe86lMAr-1A/s400/cake.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5353547588447697442" /></a><br />It was really fun to see the hoopla it created and the mom-to be said it was so pretty that they might use it as a centerpiece! <br />And, in the creative theme of things, earlier this spring I got the stuff to make jewelry after a lunch-time saunter through the local beadshop with girls from work. Did some diving in their bargain bin and found some great items. What fun! I love doing creative stuff but just never seem to get the time or motivation to get started. Now with the recession hitting our pocketbook, I'm forcing myself to come up with creative and inexpensive ideas for gifts.<br /><br />My sister loved this necklace I made for her birthday and said it's one of the best things she's ever received! <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwgyGBLAZ3WskrOsO3YgPwbl1dVzm3i7uGfAFHvH5Nz87gv16YKnQgMBHOqa_md-ov42A-Ggw-fkhO3jCU1fLPuZJjJEPN9nKVQEbG6G-NfnRKpNPGijTtJKys_C1DPyihlIWkGsclNvE/s1600-h/necklace.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwgyGBLAZ3WskrOsO3YgPwbl1dVzm3i7uGfAFHvH5Nz87gv16YKnQgMBHOqa_md-ov42A-Ggw-fkhO3jCU1fLPuZJjJEPN9nKVQEbG6G-NfnRKpNPGijTtJKys_C1DPyihlIWkGsclNvE/s400/necklace.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5353551174318202626" /></a><br />Grand total spent: $3.95 at Walmart for the jewelry wire and of course postage to Seattle. Excited to try a few more projects for upcoming birthdays and showers.Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-61111882397876416372009-06-08T08:58:00.000-07:002009-06-08T09:48:57.972-07:00What a grouch....What is wrong with me? I feel like I'm ALWAYS grumpy! The poor hubby has had to deal with my snappy impatient, hormone crazed self since last fall and there seems to be no end in sight. It must be the hormones and truthfully, it feels like I've not had a good night sleep in SO LONG! Probably the non-stop nausea and food issues are not helping either. The Zofran does help, but there are so many things that I miss dreadfully---like <strong>caffeine</strong>, tomatoes, Italian, Thai, Mexican and Indian FOOD. YUMMMY. <br /><br />I also have this blog post rolling around in my head about worry and anxiety. So far, can't seem to eek out enough time to do much of anything lately. My company is furloughing us 2 days per month, so I have a furlough day coming up on Friday. Whew. What a relief to not have company in town. There is so much housework, yardwork, lifework that needs to be caught up on. However, I'm afraid that the whole day may be spent floating around in our pool on the nifty pink air mattress that the hubby bought for me. The bees and hummingbirds seem to think it's one giant flower!<br /><br />In other news, the hubby has been interviewing for jobs. It looks next month he'll most likely be receiving a pink slip. The word on the street is that they may be closing down the entire Arizona sales office (50+ employees). Hopefully he will be able to get something else lined up(this will be the 4th layoff in a 24 month period). It is SO tough to find a job these days and it's hard not to stress with me going on maternity leave this fall. Please Lord, is it too much to ask that he be gainfully employed with a company that is not in the red, in a job that he enjoys--- that will not be laying him off at anytime soon???!!! Sigh. Welcome to the real world of adulthood!! Well, that's it for now. Just a few random ramblings on a sunny Monday morning....Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-30404165285589124422009-06-05T09:01:00.001-07:002009-06-05T09:09:06.420-07:00Wild Thing...I had my latest check-up yesterday and I can't believe how quickly time flies (six months next week)! I've gained 12 lbs from my first OB appointment, (I refuse to calculate the extra pounds accumulated during our treatments!!!). So far, the little stinker has refused to cooperate for ultrasounds...they scheduled a second one because she squirmed and hiccuped during the first and they couldn't get a clear view of her heart/stomach. Last night she kept punching and kicking every time the ultrasound tech would shake & prod to get her in position. The poor tech tried everything and finally gave up and got the 3d probe and did some fancy technological work to get a composite of the heart. We still have yet to see her face which is kind of disappointing because according to my dr. they probably won't schedule me for any additional ultrasounds.<br /><br />I had a major anxiety moment while waiting in the exam room. I overheard my dr. in the hall telling a nurse that he saw some heart palpitations on the ultrasound. Of course me in my "calm pregnant state" assumed that he's discussing my results. Minutes keep ticking by and my dr. still hasn't appeared. I have no idea how long I sat there just waiting for him to come in and tell me that they found some abnormalities on the ultrasound (I have a friend who point blank during an ultrasound was told that her daughter had spina bifida---poor thing, her husband wasn't with her, they didn't give her any warning, just announced it!!!). <br />The nurse kept poking her head in and saying "he'll be right in" so I was really starting to think the worst. 30+ minutes later he calmly enters, announces that everything looks fine on the ultrasound, measures my stomach, asks how I'm feeling, do I have any questions, etc., and BOOM he's gone. Seriously, it must've been a 3 minute visit. YIKES. Sometimes I HATE myself for being a worrier!!! <br /><br />I find it difficult to cross over from the land of infertility because you have the "BUT" syndrome. You know the clinic lingo and drill. <br />"Your hormones levels look good...BUT"<br />"The fertilization report came in...BUT"<br />"the transfer went well...BUT"<br /><br />....BUT...BUT...BUT. It never ends!! Even when we had a BFP on the blood test..."BUT we need to wait for the 2nd blood test to confirm"...oh my gosh, it seemed endless. I keep reminding myself that the "BUT" days are behind us, but it definitely hit me again as I sat there last night waiting for the big fat "BUT" ultrasound results!!!!<br /><br />So, thank goodness that everything is going well. And, this girl is a FEISTY little thing. Kicking and punching and rolling around---completely defiant of the poor ultrasound tech on 2 occasions! It's a bit daunting---how wild is this girl going to be when she's born? ;-)Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-8465799586839181662009-05-28T10:57:00.000-07:002009-05-28T11:05:40.401-07:00Banana splits and waffles…<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh5pwTXM7aSbVCC2nM2snEvo_tD11b0pNKiAqeK6YgrTP6-e5ZSw-r8oek1f8IuipIHNgNaVTTptDaM1VdGp1Dp1VFLfU7swT-n8VuDBLZTkKUuz_Vy8wVXeJTPx8uGHj1QPTCIQ_uPfm8/s1600-h/banana-split-ay-1875599-l.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh5pwTXM7aSbVCC2nM2snEvo_tD11b0pNKiAqeK6YgrTP6-e5ZSw-r8oek1f8IuipIHNgNaVTTptDaM1VdGp1Dp1VFLfU7swT-n8VuDBLZTkKUuz_Vy8wVXeJTPx8uGHj1QPTCIQ_uPfm8/s200/banana-split-ay-1875599-l.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340936464376479714" /></a><br />GASP! I had two banana splits over the weekend JUST because I could!!! My brothers and sister in-law from California spent Memorial weekend with us and none of us could recall the last time we indulged in a banana split. When we were little Mom used to let us choose what we wanted for our birthday dessert. Banana splits always seemed to be the winner. It was like old times sitting around playing cards until all hours of the morning, munching on sweet treats and realizing how much our family has changed over the last 20 years. Who would’ve thought that a bunch of homeschooled, live in the boondocks kids would grow up, move away, get married and sit around talking about how we want our kids to experience much of what we loved about our childhoods. I’m so excited for my expecting sis-in-law and brother. It was bittersweet to talk about the long and painful journey we are traveling to parenthood. Theirs has been wrought with painful losses. Loss of Caleb at 7 ½ months pregnant, another miscarriage last fall and the months in between of not being able to conceive.<br /><br />But, we had a great time celebrating the past, present and future as we played endless games of “idiot”, splashed in the pool, took them to our favorite restaurants, finished a few touches to the nursery, caught Star Trek for the 2nd time AND I felt completely inspired and whipped up a batch of homemade waffles with fresh strawberry syrup and tons of whipped cream! Long live holidays, family and good times (and the entirely too delicious banana splits)!!!!Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-11289600832169370302009-05-20T17:34:00.000-07:002009-05-20T17:51:26.843-07:0021 weeks and a few flowers I should thinkI just realized that there has been no documentation of my rapid tummy expansion. Eeks. So here's a very sad self portrait (like how I lopped my head off in the picture? after about 5 tries at a tummy shot, I finally gave up and chose the "best of the best"). <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhb0Gs1uI_1kSVSEUS3L-2Z6Od41F8ySzo86SQl3GvNwEwDp-uo50OWy7Lce3fBxCd9TPxuNxuHtAYY0Q1T3i8cZqM87LuZnGuIoqUl1IWdnUWUAiBv45kqUqG3qxY7LZAYs72Sge8Bwqc/s1600-h/May+09+148.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhb0Gs1uI_1kSVSEUS3L-2Z6Od41F8ySzo86SQl3GvNwEwDp-uo50OWy7Lce3fBxCd9TPxuNxuHtAYY0Q1T3i8cZqM87LuZnGuIoqUl1IWdnUWUAiBv45kqUqG3qxY7LZAYs72Sge8Bwqc/s320/May+09+148.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338069980018990946" /></a><br /><br />AND, because I love gardening and would much rather putter around in the yard than do housework or other domestic diva tasks, here are a few shots of the tropical backyard jungle. <br /><br />One of our Hibiscus bushes that the hummingbirds and butterflies frequent<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXMU84udShTrnXtEPGyRjOTEcGLbO2B2jggPVBb6zQhO4DUqi5yAWoh9-5Kzm7oljXgTIJWFxEKoPV2Y1AP4txYwZnT46-rEfyBeAY-FH0l6RIqN9gsxVxLKUoYV4oUYAifTOL-I5zePs/s1600-h/May+09+142.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXMU84udShTrnXtEPGyRjOTEcGLbO2B2jggPVBb6zQhO4DUqi5yAWoh9-5Kzm7oljXgTIJWFxEKoPV2Y1AP4txYwZnT46-rEfyBeAY-FH0l6RIqN9gsxVxLKUoYV4oUYAifTOL-I5zePs/s200/May+09+142.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338072137418497042" /></a><br /><br />The huge bougainvillea hedge that threatens to engulf the neighbors house (and ours if we let it) Good heavens it has the most horrific thorns which makes it an absolute terror to trim, but it's quite beautiful and again the hummingbirds, butterflies and bees love it.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgESfLSC57bWe1_jf2oEApMU634E8qeckkac3KMOTD26lzbgFSxwG0ZFdyQz68tohVSHsyc9ejp5tJA9shMeNrPRvTXCJqJzBjzUmMGhlwYBtFqAJ1PzJOOGXw_d5_L7Tnp179qZjr7lBg/s1600-h/May+09+141.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgESfLSC57bWe1_jf2oEApMU634E8qeckkac3KMOTD26lzbgFSxwG0ZFdyQz68tohVSHsyc9ejp5tJA9shMeNrPRvTXCJqJzBjzUmMGhlwYBtFqAJ1PzJOOGXw_d5_L7Tnp179qZjr7lBg/s200/May+09+141.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338071742442868274" /></a>Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-2311669884639119942009-05-13T09:09:00.000-07:002009-05-13T09:15:45.682-07:00Mothers day revisited“Do you know what it is thus to live on the future—to live on expectation—to antedate heaven? It may be all dark now, but it will soon be light; it may be all trial now, but it will soon be all happiness. What matters it though "weeping may endure for a night," when "joy cometh in the morning?" CH Spurgeon<br /><br />Infertility is mind numbing, soul stabbing, tear inducing pain, particularly when Mother’s Day comes around each year. The one ray of sunshine for me on this day is sending my mom flowers or something sweet out of pure gratefulness for her selfless love and care of us as a stay-at-home mom to 7 kids. Because seriously having me at 17 and the other 6 kids before the age of 35, is also quite a feat! I love and respect Mom for all of the sacrifices she made for us including putting her education and career goals on hold for 20 years. I’m amazed at how utterly thrilled she is that we are finally expecting. Sometimes it seems as though she has more joy and anticipation of her little granddaughter than Nathan and I combined. <br /><br />It just occured to me the other day that it must be terribly painful to watch your own children endure infertility. Mom has said on multiple occasions that she has a sense of guilt for how easy it was for her to conceive and deliver the seven of us. When she called me in tears 2 years ago to say that my brother and his wife lost their firstborn son (stillborn at 8 months) the hurt and anguish of that lost grandson was beyond measure. “What do I say to them” she asked? Through my flood of tears, I responded that there’s nothing you can say to take this hurt from them, but just listen. Even if you sit on the phone and just cry together, that’s ok. They need to know that we care, that we are mourning their loss and that we are praying for them. Silence and a heart of shared grief and compassion is better than a well intentioned barrage of words that only drive the sharp pain of loss even deeper. <br /><br />Yes, infertility, miscarriages and the death of our nephew have drastically changed the dynamic of both of our families, but I’m thankful for the hope and joy that waits on the other side—our personal quest to become parents has spanned 4 years, totaled thousands of dollars, included endless tears and a multitude of emotional trials and heartaches—but Lord willing we are on the other side and will treasure the little life that is being entrusted to us as a gift from God. After a stillborn and a miscarriage my brother and his wife are finally pregnant again—she is due 2 months after I am. What joy, sweetness and tears there will be when the two long expected cousins meet for the first time. <br /><br />While it has been pitch dark and there have been many, many trials on the path to parenthood, the prospect that the future may “be light and happiness” is such an encouragement.Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-32403324204629542552009-05-06T07:09:00.000-07:002009-05-06T07:34:39.626-07:00It's official....we're having a...<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibw4a9o9mGBiJsFMYusQ9YEgrzNx7bFInYEYihpsHeZmL81iEYsUmJGik3W_UFNfogcbD5X5_8hGEtXfroAZRbm6A7Ma7NajSnA0A31e20585nhthwCwr0Jwh8PKUmuf0h7HC5ayLY-YQ/s1600-h/its+a+girl.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibw4a9o9mGBiJsFMYusQ9YEgrzNx7bFInYEYihpsHeZmL81iEYsUmJGik3W_UFNfogcbD5X5_8hGEtXfroAZRbm6A7Ma7NajSnA0A31e20585nhthwCwr0Jwh8PKUmuf0h7HC5ayLY-YQ/s320/its+a+girl.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332714667317815890" /></a><br /><br />Everything looked great on the ultrasound. She's measuring well at 19 weeks, heartbeat looks good and she had a hilarious case of the baby hiccups. Nathan was absolutely over the moon during the ultrasound. I guess through out this whole process, I'd forgotten how much it means for to him to have a biological child. He was adopted as an infant and the only background info available is that his parents were 100% Italian, lived in NY and both were just teenagers (mom was 17) and his dad was 13. Given the fact that IVF w/ISCI is the only treatment that gives us a chance at parenthood (unless we adopt) we just feel so blessed that this cycle worked and everything looks good so far! Pink, Pink and more Pink!Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-3688544155127691972009-05-04T08:19:00.001-07:002009-05-04T08:32:40.830-07:00Seven years today....Since that sunny day at the church where we said "I do". It's hard to believe it's been that long. <br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyG0I6DRl7YtwjOvRKuu8R_kdNEHESOCYQ3yu4XDUzOpA_Pc3ricJeedFkxAcHsUv9Sk6SXShZ5tNADfCmji8OAzmMm7mYWWkV040InTVGqmstNF6-iwAqNl8MSTbHuKFpWwx-D5kJ5M8/s1600-h/wedding.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyG0I6DRl7YtwjOvRKuu8R_kdNEHESOCYQ3yu4XDUzOpA_Pc3ricJeedFkxAcHsUv9Sk6SXShZ5tNADfCmji8OAzmMm7mYWWkV040InTVGqmstNF6-iwAqNl8MSTbHuKFpWwx-D5kJ5M8/s320/wedding.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331990005686085186" /></a><br /><br /><strong>"Grow old with me, the best is yet to be.<br />The last of life for which the first was made"<br />Robert Browning</strong><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfY5T93mhHrIGI6aY7KQh_A16PTt2fYNi3KazfNakoodA2IoouVkgEr_74DbGu-vuJ7lRpeTOrC0MTHupCuQH6IODn71UKJW_WuSAN6fIWkpKLOpYw66BvvCoRXgsVkjtqcqpDTquG9dU/s1600-h/n&L+engagement+picture.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfY5T93mhHrIGI6aY7KQh_A16PTt2fYNi3KazfNakoodA2IoouVkgEr_74DbGu-vuJ7lRpeTOrC0MTHupCuQH6IODn71UKJW_WuSAN6fIWkpKLOpYw66BvvCoRXgsVkjtqcqpDTquG9dU/s320/n&L+engagement+picture.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331989917867947186" /></a><br /><br /><br />I know we’re only promised today, but I look forward to many tomorrows as we walk this path of life together.Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-4308341035782382292009-05-01T13:25:00.000-07:002009-05-01T13:56:03.476-07:00Your insurance saved you...WHAT??Holy frijoles! I glanced at the refill prescription info as we picked up my Zofran last night from the pharmacy. That GENERIC "no barfiness" medication has my insurance co. paying $683 dollars per bottle. One bottle of 30 pills(I take them every 6 hours on the dot or the non-stop vomiting starts) lasts me 2 weeks. So basically my insurance will end up paying $10K for me to be barf free. This is the same insurance company that refuses to cover my $32.00 a month OB prescribed vitamins. The workings of insurance companies are very strange and obviously beyond my pea-brained intellect!! <br /><br />Last night, I just couldn’t stop thinking about all of the thousands of dollars my poor body and this little peanut have absorbed in medications since we started treatments back in the fall. The endless bottles of Repronex, Gonal-F pens, progesterone shots, trigger shots, etc. We women are so long suffering and patient when it comes to infertility and the treatment protocols. I know oftentimes we don't feel it, but can you imagine our significant others doing daily injections, popping pills, submitting to endless ghastly exams one after another, charting temps, keeping track of ovulation...it is a highly amusing and scary perspective, eh? <br /><br />All of this in our deeply personal and quiet quest for that desperately desired child. All I can say is GIRL POWER! And by God's grace and the prayers and support of others, we make it through. Always a changed person when we emerge, but I think that I can honestly say that the infertility path that I've walked has shaped me into a much more empathetic, patient, understanding and more deeply grounded person. It's strange to look back and not remember what you were like on the other side of infertility, but I know that in the end we all emerge stronger and more resolved about the things that really matter in life.Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-60473901187272243792009-04-27T14:40:00.000-07:002009-04-27T14:42:02.975-07:00MMM...Coffee!!!I don't know what everyone's beverage of choice is, but I simply LOVE coffee (the real honest to goodness caffeinated elixir of life!!). Growing up in Seattle probably had nothing to do with my adoration of all things coffee. However, since starting our IVF treatments last summer and then of course, now halfway thru the pregnancy (in my caffeine deprived state) I literally dream of coffee brewing, coffee beans, coffee ice cream, in short---everything coffee!! Each morning my espresso machine, coffee grinder and french press sit longingly on the kitchen counter hoping I'll brush the dust off and put them to good honest use at long last. <br /><br />Sigh. I'm halfway there...only 4 1/2 months to go 'til I can savor a fine brew! (and no, not that kind of "brew"). Although, I did dream of sipping a Corona on a Mexican beach awhile back...gosh, deprivation is so mockingly cruel!!! :-)<br /><br />So funny and so true.<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVkmP8PPKlss2Cb-MQUFmBavAAW8lHS1XLFEr4nd3LgqX7RYl9xBFNXODCXRelT8lc5QcsaPQCC3q8PX1BeU1Wjjjy7NjFyFM_G1AHc10-OrX5M4EwRImM353_svcUHCJenXMGQ4AC8Kw/s1600-h/D1331~Coffee-Posters.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 250px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVkmP8PPKlss2Cb-MQUFmBavAAW8lHS1XLFEr4nd3LgqX7RYl9xBFNXODCXRelT8lc5QcsaPQCC3q8PX1BeU1Wjjjy7NjFyFM_G1AHc10-OrX5M4EwRImM353_svcUHCJenXMGQ4AC8Kw/s320/D1331~Coffee-Posters.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5329485468277763506" /></a><br />I love this one!<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVvTLQZ13wrjnfeW1ZXAXOJrUctZZzkKX8tabRVFVf70jMFqIXIdDdWdweG4CYhSdfJtWtgX3vKBt_ad2GwX3Sfwx6Ub6QIDsxdFW4waKDx14YXhWigK8bR3hYYhBNAdBka0P2vVJs75A/s1600-h/drink%2520coffee.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 249px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVvTLQZ13wrjnfeW1ZXAXOJrUctZZzkKX8tabRVFVf70jMFqIXIdDdWdweG4CYhSdfJtWtgX3vKBt_ad2GwX3Sfwx6Ub6QIDsxdFW4waKDx14YXhWigK8bR3hYYhBNAdBka0P2vVJs75A/s320/drink%2520coffee.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5329485387224259282" /></a>Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-81241015464777114622009-04-25T16:11:00.001-07:002009-04-25T16:25:33.430-07:00Out with the old...So, I've been looking for a new grill as a birthday present for the hubs. Nothing fancy, but something definitely better than our ancient halfway rusted out and entirely useless old grill that the neighbors gave to us when we moved into the house 5 years ago. Seriously, it is such a ghetto grill! :-)<br /><br />After our community HOA garage sale this morning we went out grill shopping (and to get some tasty Dunkin Donuts)!!! <br />Home Depot had a super nice floor model on clearance for 1/2 price. So with the help of our friendly Home Depot salesman John, we managed to dis-assemble the beast in the parking lot and somehow jammed it into our Jeep Liberty. Nate is beyond thrilled and to celebrate he is out at the grocery right now "hunting" for some red meat!<br /><br />Old "ghetto" grill<br /> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqmO9lyO8ILFfkQ_bKGS01xnz60UCpQRjcrjg6lJewbLWaySuwvR7XT0PBBOtTM7YQQVzlO5Gf5_XBxtEBRS6B-XFKlZEU4xIcBjHoVvkLaD0Rp4FFTCgzDthvDtVBA5-WZNgLF_-3x7M/s1600-h/DSC00757.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqmO9lyO8ILFfkQ_bKGS01xnz60UCpQRjcrjg6lJewbLWaySuwvR7XT0PBBOtTM7YQQVzlO5Gf5_XBxtEBRS6B-XFKlZEU4xIcBjHoVvkLaD0Rp4FFTCgzDthvDtVBA5-WZNgLF_-3x7M/s320/DSC00757.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5328772636414305442" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiaVQVZ1I35fi45QGSDz-7ZXzzkgghsEQZthCO1fA2eHr5jzhx-geSsniksMxlkupQeMA5HZDugns0VOyzTYTbugi0CADNV59Tnxg9XHfBRPm3OsO6Gn3jZPH_whcP8LiNls-ieN118FFU/s1600-h/DSC00758.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiaVQVZ1I35fi45QGSDz-7ZXzzkgghsEQZthCO1fA2eHr5jzhx-geSsniksMxlkupQeMA5HZDugns0VOyzTYTbugi0CADNV59Tnxg9XHfBRPm3OsO6Gn3jZPH_whcP8LiNls-ieN118FFU/s320/DSC00758.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5328772942105128402" /></a><br />Shiny new grill (it is almost to beautiful to fire up!!!)Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-54217177321395480462009-04-18T07:46:00.000-07:002009-04-18T09:02:49.385-07:00I'm still here!!!!Do you ever have those weeks when you're so busy that you forget to eat or take restroom breaks? Well, that's been me! So, needless to say, I'm still alive and just now downloading all of the pictures from our trip back in March. <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvspD8KlajNjuUxo032mcbx5f01sC-SH46wulyNb4NzQ6VRfEZDie2I3LnEh00pEIn2Hx6AnGo1zJsgbBXmVQSVGbG1z-RDGmVuIqrYN5AMm_-JUIvwy70NrraukMw62oDyiuzBLTfHco/s1600-h/DSC00678.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvspD8KlajNjuUxo032mcbx5f01sC-SH46wulyNb4NzQ6VRfEZDie2I3LnEh00pEIn2Hx6AnGo1zJsgbBXmVQSVGbG1z-RDGmVuIqrYN5AMm_-JUIvwy70NrraukMw62oDyiuzBLTfHco/s320/DSC00678.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5326043145758903954" /></a><br />The hubs and I at Gettysburg. <br /><br />Playing with the misc and assorted nieces and nephews (caution baby pictures)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh444nrAVULiB5rZkPWKNnbDXSt_ZYbfFXfw_FUGuOpfasmzXJhzFd6TesuPhLmjVStaa1pEb7KL5v36FHI6ibX_W1f7C-4mTdS0LvVk0HC5ZSwNs9unR4FemSBOJvKItV13fJe2qZBbA/s1600-h/DSC00669.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh444nrAVULiB5rZkPWKNnbDXSt_ZYbfFXfw_FUGuOpfasmzXJhzFd6TesuPhLmjVStaa1pEb7KL5v36FHI6ibX_W1f7C-4mTdS0LvVk0HC5ZSwNs9unR4FemSBOJvKItV13fJe2qZBbA/s320/DSC00669.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5326044683524278466" /></a><br />My sisters-in law and our nephew Caleb (L) and niece Elsa (R)(who are both 4 months)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRNUbFAUZfGU5bs3dDWu2yd-_MGGcO_SV1TR2VyNU6v8hFQfdPJuXVdf6_dg4zRLk1DW6ZEhQl8JTrIKS9pIACilvQYfYGiKSoTeBb1KELD8yL58gNq7BhSKzdv02nqeN_bciVSpsdzpw/s1600-h/DSC00696.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRNUbFAUZfGU5bs3dDWu2yd-_MGGcO_SV1TR2VyNU6v8hFQfdPJuXVdf6_dg4zRLk1DW6ZEhQl8JTrIKS9pIACilvQYfYGiKSoTeBb1KELD8yL58gNq7BhSKzdv02nqeN_bciVSpsdzpw/s320/DSC00696.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5326045230494758850" /></a><br />Austin our god-nephew, 4 months --what a cutie!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsXNMAjxeJ9GYi0DlQ0KgfGr1LAy05Dy0qsRtwAtHwfRpgA24e-4QhFT5aTJ51iHzwhWiZYdNNmPY8I9zE5qU2b1lP9OovDjUQsOCkIC-hfv19pLBpM95byYVYSLlZSP20DovTCg67o2E/s1600-h/DSC00697.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsXNMAjxeJ9GYi0DlQ0KgfGr1LAy05Dy0qsRtwAtHwfRpgA24e-4QhFT5aTJ51iHzwhWiZYdNNmPY8I9zE5qU2b1lP9OovDjUQsOCkIC-hfv19pLBpM95byYVYSLlZSP20DovTCg67o2E/s320/DSC00697.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5326045926190273490" /></a><br />Luke (5) and Cade (3) with the log-house extravaganza that Uncle Nathan built. It took forever to build and just seconds for them to gleefully knock down.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIWa-dgbPJrAegBKwx1gWF9sIhIx6W2XKFaBi9XRsP3S_vt7mSDOvNIV1s5zDYyGF4yYI71VxqjiiMrxwH36UOm7V05t22j7FGagFb9GPR_5-p_PjOP0rPhNtkVcAyqHkEaNNJbK2BFgc/s1600-h/DSC00665.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIWa-dgbPJrAegBKwx1gWF9sIhIx6W2XKFaBi9XRsP3S_vt7mSDOvNIV1s5zDYyGF4yYI71VxqjiiMrxwH36UOm7V05t22j7FGagFb9GPR_5-p_PjOP0rPhNtkVcAyqHkEaNNJbK2BFgc/s320/DSC00665.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5326046402499293490" /></a><br />Auntie Amanda teaching Calvin (2) how to dance--surprisingly the kid has really good rhythm, I hope they enroll him in dance lessons or something. My mom is in the background holding her newest granddaughter Noelle. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCPcYmsmtnWVoRNZLPsDwxLECpBRA_HjwbTYSYvbhlghZyyF-HPGbJ37FPk1eqbPnrSmmqj7GZIeKMcNzZj4wNuqDxHCV8aN7nzVBRq_m4HKCNF5ByrglH3MN4VvwbkBf7RE_eoU1-T6Q/s1600-h/DSC00702.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCPcYmsmtnWVoRNZLPsDwxLECpBRA_HjwbTYSYvbhlghZyyF-HPGbJ37FPk1eqbPnrSmmqj7GZIeKMcNzZj4wNuqDxHCV8aN7nzVBRq_m4HKCNF5ByrglH3MN4VvwbkBf7RE_eoU1-T6Q/s320/DSC00702.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5326059454546951250" /></a><br />My 6 week old niece Noelle who is a grumpy little fuss. She didn't smile or stop crying the entire time we were visiting. My poor little sister! <br /><br />Well, that's it for now. Got another packed weekend of b-day parties and church stuff, but I WILL be better about blogging! :-)Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-83769808099104133542009-03-30T17:44:00.001-07:002009-03-30T18:31:35.723-07:00Home at last...Holy smokes. Can I be more exhausted? Late nights, early mornings and crazy amounts of driving, flying and trains...all this in the company of my wonderful non-stop barfy, stomach. But on the flip side, what a fantastic trip! Got to meet the new nieces and nephews (plus our "godnephew"...is that a word?) whilst traipsing about in PA, VA, MD & DC. My dear friend Emily even played hookey from work and drove us down to <a href="http://www.nps.gov/gett/">Gettysburg.</a> Once I unearth the camera, I'll upload a few pictures.<br /><br />I'm now officially 14 weeks and finally starting to show. My little sister (who just had her second baby 6 weeks ago) loaned me a ton of her maternity clothes (mostly tall sizes which thrills me to no end...seriously I can think of nothing more appalling than a tall preggo lady wearing shirts that barely cover her belly!).Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-4834568453161225492009-03-19T08:17:00.000-07:002009-03-19T08:26:02.479-07:00"Leaving on a jet plane...don't know when I'll be......able to get on the internet again. We're heading out this am for a 10 day whirlwind trip to visit family and friends in DC/Virginia and Pennsylvania. All I can think about is please Lord, for the sake of everyone on the plane keep me from barfing the whole flight. After a yucky start this morning, I'm hopeful that the stomach will cooperate. I have all my magazines and books to read, plus enough dramamine for the whole flight crew and passengers! You know, the only thing I really love about airports is that there are always tons of Starbucks and the gimmicky little tourist shops are always worth a browse! Good times!Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-21272184743859425672009-03-17T08:49:00.000-07:002009-03-17T09:53:39.063-07:00Infertility and crazy comments week…This has been THE week of bizarre IVF comments from folks that I know well and a few of them, well, not so well. <br />From our sweet grandmotherly neighbor: “Oh, you’ll have no problems getting pregnant next time since you're pregnant now”, (I tried gently to explain that we were treated for male infertility and IVF/adoption are the only options for children—I’m still not sure if she understood) <br /><br />from the gal that we purchased a baby changing table from: “you should have gone to a blessing service at church—it’s all about faith AND also go to lots of baby showers, that will ensure that God blesses you with a child because you are blessing others” (what do you say to that one???…I just nodded and looked at the floor) <br /><br />or the one that hit me as I was face down on the massage table at the chiropractors last night: “did you get to design your baby i.e., choose the sex of the baby and it’s hair color & eye color” ? <br /><br />It’s so difficult (and incredibly painful) to trudge through years of infertility and all of the social awkwardness and stigmas that come with it, but once you actually have a successful treatment (and or/adoption for many) it’s like you automatically become some kind of ghastly science/social experiment or even worse, a faith experiment. Don’t get me wrong here, I am in no way disparaging these good people and their kind intentions, nor am I knocking religion or faith. DH and I are both Christians and have prayed many years for God’s will regarding a family and also for graciousness of spirit when responding to all of the well meaning---but decidedly cruel 2 legged "social disasters" that come our way. <br /><br />I just wish people would consider the appropriateness of their words. I know all of us have said things that can never be retracted and it’s such a horrible feeling to know that your words “pierced” someone else. You can tell by the look in their eyes after you’ve opened your mouth and the stupid words just come tumbling out that you’ve lost something in your relationship that you’ll never get back. I remember hurtful things said in anger to my parents or siblings over 20 years ago…I think the memories can haunt you forever even after you’ve apologized and tried to make amends. But what about those who appear to have no clue that what they’ve said is inappropriate or hurtful? <br /><br />I like what Pastor John MacArthur teaches about the tongue (James 3:1-5) the full sermon transcript is available <a href="http://www.biblebb.com/files/mac/59-17.htm">here</a> <br /><br /><strong>"Everyone of us is carrying around a concealed weapon." All we have to do is open our mouths and it's unconcealed. <br /><br />If you're a normal person, you spend one fifth of your life talking. <br /><br />You speak about 18 to 25 thousand words a day. Some people have said that men speak 25 thousand words a day and women speak 30 thousand words a day, <br /><br />We could probably put together a 54-page book every day of our words. <br /><br />In one year, we would probably produce about 66 800-page books.</strong> <br /><br />So, I guess the question directed to myself today is: what words are being written in my book? Obviously, I can’t control the content of the "books" being written around me, but I do have the power to direct the words that will be imprinted on my pages. So, onward I march…into the battle of words, hoping and praying that I respond with grace and kindness (and don’t take personal offense) to those well intentioned people who always manage to say the wrong thing. AND, deep within me I still wonder, am I too sensitive about infertility? Maybe so, but we “fertility challenged people” shouldn’t be subject to such a relentless torrent of stigmas and inappropriate comments from others.Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8834652091340245396.post-58158139468512694042009-03-12T14:51:00.000-07:002009-03-12T16:57:10.127-07:00odds and ends1). The past few nights, I wake up at 3-4am terrified that I've overslept and missed carpool. Of course, going back to sleep never happens. <br /><br />2). FINALLY I'm starting to feel human again. In fact, the other night I went positively wild and actually made homemade lasagna! Hubby was ecstatic! <br /><br />3). Why does our health insurance not cover the vitamins my OB prescribed? I mean, come on, they shelled out some serious cash for IVF, but now they don't care about the next 6 months? Very strange.<br /><br />4). I arrived home the other day to a carnage of chewed needles, bottles of repronex and progesterone scattered all over the living room. Bandit was bored and ransacked the supply of leftover (but unopened) fertility meds that we planned to donate back to the clinic for other patients. Thankfully the furry (but loveable) idiot wasn't hurt or even bleeding. How he got into the hall closet and selected the bag of meds, I have no idea. Even more puzzling, why in the world would a dog chew on needles? <br /><br />5). Sciatic nerve stuff? Anyone know why/how it starts? HMMM...I've never had back problems before and now there is shooting pain and numbness in my lower back and leg. Next week will be my first EVER visit to a chiropractor so it should be an interesting experience!<br /><br />6). Why don't I feel like responding to what seems like a gazillion phone calls, e-mails and facebook friends? I just want to find a quiet corner somewhere in this world and be left alone to sleep and ponder life. Am I a wannabe hermit lady? <br /><br />7). 1/3 of my co-workers will be jobless as of the 31st. While I'm glad to still be employed, I feel just terrible for them. Our receptionist has been with the firm for 20 years. This economy sucks!<br /><br />Ok. Enough of the random ramblings for now!Straubleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04408803920153472826noreply@blogger.com3